The Bad LucK GirL

assalamua'laikum

greetings to all the reader of 'cerita anak orang'

or known as 'the story of someone's child'

kind of...hehe ^_^

tomorrow we'll be having lunch together with PEHIN

huhu i'm glad that i was given a chance to be there

perhaps maybe just come to eat???

huhu

ok...back to the point

the reason that i'm blogging today is just that

i wanna share some story with y'all

the story about the bad luck gurl

guess who??

yea it was me,myself or i

well, im just an ordinary gurl who live this life

preciously...

singing around...

smiling around...

wandering around...

all the things that a happy person always do 'seriously'

however the sad part of my life as a happy person is

i am the one with

"happy go bad"

this was a serious issues =_=

huhu but this is not the end of my life right???

ok...everytime when im doing something

there's gotta be something going wrong with it

today: when i was driving suddenly...

the car out of gas=oil omg ALLAH

this was the 3rd times the tragic tragedies happened to me

yesterday10x: the car that i rent...yea the battery

situated within the engines

well maybe boys know better bout it

hurmmm =_= the battery is weak and causes

the car couldn't be started

then i contact the car's owner

and both my friend and i have to push the car

in the middle of traffic and it was raining during that day

omg u can imagine how's that feels

yea...a girl...pushing a car???omg

huhu it is quite embarrassing but

yea...just do it

then...up till my age 21 i already

involved in the accident 2 or 3 times omg =_=

what else could i say...there's a lot of story

that i wanna share with y'all

but time is being jealous to us huhu

ala semaine prochaine....

hope to share more knowledgeable info with y'all!

wallahua'lam

Assalamua'laikum...

alhamdulillah...alhamdulillah...
alhamdulillah...

Today, i am still breathing...breathing...
and breathing...

the greatest gift that Allah still give me today

a chance to live in this beautiful world the creation of Allah s.w.t

Today, while sitting in the library

waiting for the second class begin at 2pm todays

i was wondering, thinking and mumbling to myself

about myself

the questions that sudd

enly burst in my mind...

1. how much do i had contributes in this life?

to my family? friend? citizen?

and the most important

for my second life in the other world that i no nothing bout it

but only the dark side of it

My precious God Allah

suddenly i feel dizzy hihi but yeah honestly

i think i've not done enough in this life

well im supposed that at this time..this moment

for my only one precious life with my only one precious heart

beating...dup dap dup dap dup dap

i must musT muST mUST MUST

1. controll my stress first before i start doing anything...
anywhere, i never stress easily...
just that my head will feels heavy heavy
and heavier if i keep on thinking and doing work

2. tawakal to Allah in every situation that
i will confront in the future...
well i am a type of happy-go-bad....
yea...i smile smile smile then something goes wrong
and i keep on smiling.
But...as ordinary person,
i am the one that will easily feels frustrated
to someone that make fools of me
or using me for their own benefit.

Even though they treated me so meanly...
badly...but what can i do???

shouting in my heart crying so damn heavily like a non-stop rain

3. i must be confident in myself...ya...thats right huhu urm i am not someone that have no trust on my own...but sometimes i... im... i just cant show off myself as who i am in this new life...ya life as a 'campus student'. Here...hell...yea here there was a lot lots more student who is compete among others and got a real zappp potential that i do not have. what i have???ya i only have....(secret)

4.Change my habit when i was angry i will eat eat and eat...so starting from today onward i will try to run run and run to kaboom my angriness so that i will not poop it out to others... well i do not like to hurt others feeling

to be continue...

Bla Bla Bla

^_^ Assalamua'laikum warohmatullahi wabarokatuh ^_^

well...once more in this wonderfullllly days
huhu no class but got a lots of assignment to submit within this two weeks >_<
alamak too many works and as usual i'll say this phrase
"are we a robot"
k...enough with mubling coz mumbling will never help anything
if i was a fairy godmother then it might help meeeee ^_^ huhu
oh merepek pula...
ok...alhamdulillah alhamdulillah alhamdulillah
i still got the energy wuhuhu to continue my journey in this U U U
okep...whats to say???
ahah....well i have nothing to say much but
the reason why i am sitting and typing and bla bla bla...
i have no reason just to continue my blog era...
wow...what a boring person i am
for those who are reading my blog... (if there were -_-) huhu
sorry sorry sooooo rryy.... because i have nothing to share
i was busy with my assignment and bubye
Allah bless you all
miss you all
miss blog

wallahu'alam
>_<

BusY MoNtH StreSS WeeKs

Assalamua'laikum and a very goooooddddd morning
all praise to Allah that i'll be able to do some posting for this wonderful morning (huu...hope that everyday it will be a wonderful moment in my life...haha)
wow...so far so great yea
Quite suspicious and it was unbelievable that i am blogging in English
yea sometimes we have to do something that is unpredictable...
yea, FYI even i was blogging in English i am still i a wonderful Malay Girl haha
ok...enough with the bla bla bla i'll proceed with my story

heres the story begin,
yaaa...since the mid-sem break had just fly away far away and yaaa
i enjoyed my break really really really enjoyed playing, relaxing, sleeping, dreaming,eating and all others unbeneficial activities that will be do by "singles" that is far away from the family (what dot dot dot kind of girl i am : seriously not a good calon menantu) huhu
however, i am still me a 'wonder woman' yea so called like...
by my friend "styuhada the best" hehehe
yaa...i am good in cooking as i like to eat eat and eat
yea... i am good in cleaning stuff....haha dusting2,mopping2,jing jong jing jong ^_^
however what was im trying to tell exactly here is...
yea this month are gonna be 'DEAD MONTH'
yea...im gonna dead to keep on try and try to complete all the assignment
assessment dot2 dot2 waaa seriously...
do u all think that the inside of us there was the robot spirit or maybe there are some wires connecting???haha just joking...
however i am manage to get all of the things into order and quickly submit all of the assignment assessment yea wanna get rid of it away from my eye... (why all begin with ass???isn't clearly shows that it was something bad right??) haha...
ok...wish me the bestieeee for all the exam and work

god bless al of us
THANKS ALLAH FOR GIVING ME LIFE!!!

FiKiRaNku KeCeLaRuaNku KeHaRuaNku KeKakuAnku

"alhamdulillah aku masih bernafas pada hari ini"

berhembus mesra bayu waktu

datang tanpa henti

berlalu tiada ku sedari

pergi tanpa khabar

detik demi detik

degupan demi degupan

pasti tiba saat hidup ini sampai pada penghujung noktah

apakah cukup indah cerita hidup ini yang telah ku karang?

Oh tidakkk...

Adakah cukup sudah bekalan yang ku bungkuskan

buat kembara di alam sana?

Oh yaaa...

itulah persoalan yang seharusnya...

cukupkah sedap amalan ini?

Mungkinkah segala rempah kehidupan telah ku gauli

secukup rasa?

Kemungkinan Keberangkalian Kekeliruan

yang tidak ku ketahui

Namun, Hanya DIA yang MAHA TAHU

Maka, aku harus bangkit

demi untuk

mencapai keindahan rasa

KEHIDUPAN INI

dengan mempelajari pelbagai

RESEPI KEHIDUPAN

dan...

menimba pengalaman.

MeLaKaR ErTi HiDuP???

My heart has become a pen

In the beloved’s fingers:

Tonight he may write a Z,

And perhaps tomorrow a B

He cuts and sharpens His pen well

To write in riqa and naskh;

The pen says,

‘Lo , I obey, For You know best what to do.’

Assalamua’laikum dari diri hamba yang hina di sisi Allah

Sekian lama buku diari ini tiada terbuka lembaran baru

Namun hari ini terasa rancak tanganku menaip papan kekunci

Tuk mencoret kisah diriku yang tidak sempurna dan tidak begitu menarik berbanding gosip2

dan cerita2 mereka di luar sana yang lebih mendapat tempat di hati ramai

Aku senantiasa ceria senantiasa tetapi hatiku dahagakan kasih Allah s.w.t

Aku senantiasa tabah di hadapan semua namun aku menangis di sebalik kamar mandi

Huhu itulah aku gadis tabah (ada x insan sepertiku? Mungkin ramai)

Tapi itulah hakikat hidup ini

Jika hendak menceritakan tentang hidup begitu banyak lagi blog2 yang memapar kisah setiap hidup blogger...masing2 memiliki kisah hidup tersendiri..jika aku juga ingin berbuat begitu sebenarnya aku bukan lah seorang yang suka menceritakan segala tentang diriku pada sesiapa lagi2 pada insan yang baru ku kenali

Pengalaman hidup mengajar aku lebih berhati2 mudah takut dan bermacam2 yang perlu diambil kisah =) bukan cerewet tapi itulah aku

Sejak dari sekolah rendah aku selalu menunggu ayah berjam lamanya mengambil aku dari sekolah penantian itu tidak sukar bagi diriku

Sehingga aku dewasa J sekolah menengah aku juga selalu menanti bas atau ibuku menjemputku di perhentian bas

Aku???memang gemar memerhati alam sekeliling terutamanya bintang sehingga berjam lamanya aku mengambil masa hanya tuk merenung bintang

Tapi kini aku telah terpisah dengan alam, sukar tuk aku meluangkan masa berseorangan ditemani gelap malam diwarnai bintang bertemankan bulan disusuli unggas dan cangkerik yang menenangkan jiwaku di belakang balkoni rumah, dulu seandainya ada saja masalah ada saja apa2 akan ku ke balkoni itu meluahkan segalanya melemparkan tangisan ku...

Hidup ku tampak indah dan sememangnya indah namun tiada siapa yang tahu bahawa aku juga punya kisah yang tragis dilayan oleh seseorang yang pernah ku sayangi atau cintai? Hurmm yala..aku?huhu memang betul semua tafsiran Dr.Fadhilah Kamsah bagi seseorang yang lahir pada bulan mei yaaa itulah aku. Aku seorang yang mudah sebenarnya aku ingin merasai pengalaman hidup ini iaitu hidup bahagia bersama keluarga mudah saja. Namun, tidak lupa ingin menggenggam ijazah cari kerja dapat kerja kahwin dan bercinta J huhu aku tidak mudah menerima lelaki yang dahulu nya pernah aku berharap tetapi membuat aku seperti tunggul...namun aku tidak berdendam pada mereka aku tetap jua berkawan dan mendengar luahan hati mereka tentang hidup

Ya hidup memang penuh masalah itulah kehidupan :) huhu

StuDy WeeK...BeRuSaHa SEHaBiS MauT

assalamua'laikum huluran semanis kurma pada petang yang penuh damai

alhamdulillah pada kesempatan ini, bukan mata penaku

yang lincah melakar kata

namun jari jemariku ini yang begitu ligat memetik

metik papan kekunci lap top...

wah...setelah sekian lama daku berada di negeri orang

banyak khabar yang tak terdengar

banyak persitiwa yang tak terkisah

banyak benar begitu banyak

"inilah kehidupan" kata2 yang begitu sinonim acapkali bernyanyi di bibirku

bagi sahabat yang mengenali diriku pasti kata2 itu

mereka ketahui bahawa

dakulah insan yang seringkali mengujar kata yang semangnya bisa membuat mereka ketawa+menyampah...haha kerana "inilah kehidupan" memang...hanya mereka yang mengerti tahu akan konotatif ayat ini

hari ini terasa begitu sentimental jiwaku...

namun kebanyakan hari daku lebih bersikap tidak kisah untuk melatih diri menjadi

insan yang bertabah dan kuat

boleh dikatakan daku ini seorang yang keras hati semenjak melangkah ke dunia baru

kini...begitu sukar tuk daku mengalirkan air mata

dahulu...segalanya begitu mudah bagi diriku

Dunia baru ini, mengajar aku erti kehidupan yang sesungguhnya

dalam merentasi dunia ini aku menjadi insan yang berhati batu

kehidupan aku, segala kesusahan aku redahi biarpu

n hampir sahaja air mata ku jatuh berderai

segala kesenangan aku lalui dengan ketawa riang dan senyum sendiri

Ku ketahui bahawa masa yang akan datang pasti lebih sukar

namun ku pejam mata ini agar segalanya berlalu sekelip mata

aku...wanita yang ingin membela mereka yang memerlukan

oleh itu, ini jalan yang aku pilih...

menjadikan aku kadang bukan aku...

demi membahagiakan insan lain..

biarpun aku seringkali membuat mimik muka yang tiada perasaan

namun hakikatnya di dalam hatiku menangis

adakalanya terasa marah benar hatiku

terasa ingin meletup

namun...aku insan yang sering menjaga hati insan lain

hurmmm

arghhh apa harus ku lakukan

Allah tolong...!

namun ... inilah yang diri aku telah tentukan...

ps:-tolong...kepada mereka yang membaca ini

janganlah jadi sepertiku...ok

selama 3 minggu study week ni daku hanya terperuk di dalam asrama

adakalanya keluar agar tetap merasai panas bahang mentari...hihi

tolong doakan daku mendapat kejayaan ya ya Allah

daku ingin membuktikan pada insan yang pernah menunjuk2

akan kehebatan mereka pada diriku bahawa

daku....ya daku !

tidak selemah apa yang mereka fikirkan !

awaslah !