Sunday, February 27, 2011

HaSiL BeBeLLaN serikandi_ibtisam at 8:37 PM
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Today, i am still breathing...breathing...
and breathing...
the greatest gift that Allah still give me today
a chance to live in this beautiful world the creation of Allah s.w.t

Today, while sitting in the library
waiting for the second class begin at 2pm todays
i was wondering, thinking and mumbling to myself
about myself
the questions that sudd
enly burst in my mind...

1. how much do i had contributes in this life?
to my family? friend? citizen?
and the most important
for my second life in the other world that i no nothing bout it
but only the dark side of it
My precious God Allah
suddenly i feel dizzy hihi but yeah honestly
i think i've not done enough in this life
well im supposed that at this time..this moment
for my only one precious life with my only one precious heart
beating...dup dap dup dap dup dap

i must musT muST mUST MUST

1. controll my stress first before i start doing anything...
anywhere, i never stress easily...
just that my head will feels heavy heavy
and heavier if i keep on thinking and doing work
2. tawakal to Allah in every situation that
i will confront in the future...
well i am a type of happy-go-bad....
yea...i smile smile smile then something goes wrong
and i keep on smiling. ordinary person,
i am the one that will easily feels frustrated
to someone that make fools of me
or using me for their own benefit.
Even though they treated me so meanly...
badly...but what can i do???
SahabatMusleemshouting in my heart crying so damn heavily like a non-stop rainSahabatMusleem

3. i must be confident in myself...ya...thats right huhu urm i am not someone that have no trust on my own...but sometimes i... im... i just cant show off myself as who i am in this new life...ya life as a 'campus student'. Here...hell...yea here there was a lot lots more student who is compete among others and got a real zappp potential that i do not have. what i have???ya i only have....(secret)

4.Change my habit when i was angry i will eat eat and starting from today onward i will try to run run and run to kaboom my angriness so that i will not poop it out to others... well i do not like to hurt others feeling

to be continue...

Sunday, February 20, 2011

Bla Bla Bla

HaSiL BeBeLLaN serikandi_ibtisam at 6:56 PM
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^_^ Assalamua'laikum warohmatullahi wabarokatuh ^_^

well...once more in this wonderfullllly days
huhu no class but got a lots of assignment to submit within this two weeks >_<
alamak too many works and as usual i'll say this phrase
"are we a robot"
k...enough with mubling coz mumbling will never help anything
if i was a fairy godmother then it might help meeeee ^_^ huhu
oh merepek pula...
ok...alhamdulillah alhamdulillah alhamdulillah
i still got the energy wuhuhu to continue my journey in this U U U
okep...whats to say???
ahah....well i have nothing to say much but
the reason why i am sitting and typing and bla bla bla...
i have no reason just to continue my blog era...
wow...what a boring person i am
for those who are reading my blog... (if there were -_-) huhu
sorry sorry sooooo rryy.... because i have nothing to share
i was busy with my assignment and bubye
Allah bless you all
miss you all
miss blog


Saturday, February 12, 2011

BusY MoNtH StreSS WeeKs

HaSiL BeBeLLaN serikandi_ibtisam at 6:22 PM
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Assalamua'laikum and a very goooooddddd morning
all praise to Allah that i'll be able to do some posting for this wonderful morning (huu...hope that everyday it will be a wonderful moment in my life...haha) far so great yea
Quite suspicious and it was unbelievable that i am blogging in English
yea sometimes we have to do something that is unpredictable...
yea, FYI even i was blogging in English i am still i a wonderful Malay Girl haha
ok...enough with the bla bla bla i'll proceed with my story

heres the story begin,
yaaa...since the mid-sem break had just fly away far away and yaaa
i enjoyed my break really really really enjoyed playing, relaxing, sleeping, dreaming,eating and all others unbeneficial activities that will be do by "singles" that is far away from the family (what dot dot dot kind of girl i am : seriously not a good calon menantu) huhu
however, i am still me a 'wonder woman' yea so called like...
by my friend "styuhada the best" hehehe
yaa...i am good in cooking as i like to eat eat and eat
yea... i am good in cleaning stuff....haha dusting2,mopping2,jing jong jing jong ^_^
however what was im trying to tell exactly here is...
yea this month are gonna be 'DEAD MONTH' gonna dead to keep on try and try to complete all the assignment
assessment dot2 dot2 waaa seriously...
do u all think that the inside of us there was the robot spirit or maybe there are some wires connecting???haha just joking...
however i am manage to get all of the things into order and quickly submit all of the assignment assessment yea wanna get rid of it away from my eye... (why all begin with ass???isn't clearly shows that it was something bad right??) haha...
ok...wish me the bestieeee for all the exam and work

god bless al of us

Friday, February 4, 2011

FiKiRaNku KeCeLaRuaNku KeHaRuaNku KeKakuAnku

HaSiL BeBeLLaN serikandi_ibtisam at 7:12 PM
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"alhamdulillah aku masih bernafas pada hari ini"

berhembus mesra bayu waktu
datang tanpa henti
berlalu tiada ku sedari
pergi tanpa khabar
detik demi detik
degupan demi degupan
pasti tiba saat hidup ini sampai pada penghujung noktah
apakah cukup indah cerita hidup ini yang telah ku karang?
Oh tidakkk...
Adakah cukup sudah bekalan yang ku bungkuskan
buat kembara di alam sana?
Oh yaaa...
itulah persoalan yang seharusnya...
cukupkah sedap amalan ini?
Mungkinkah segala rempah kehidupan telah ku gauli
secukup rasa?
Kemungkinan Keberangkalian Kekeliruan
yang tidak ku ketahui
Namun, Hanya DIA yang MAHA TAHU
Maka, aku harus bangkit
demi untuk
mencapai keindahan rasa
dengan mempelajari pelbagai
menimba pengalaman.


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